Participant Four // Survey Four
1. Tell me about the first date you ever went on?
it was with jacob in the seventh grade. i thought he was so cute and so punk. he had a studded jean vest and patches. i was 12. and he was 13 i think. he liked the dead kennedys, and a bunch of other people i’d never heard of. i only knew the sex pistols. my momthought he looked cute and let mego to the mall with him while she followed me around.
this beingsaid, he never called me back.
i announced to destroy my parents from that day onwards. oh the difficulties of middle school.
2. What is the hardest thing you have ever done?
i’ve done a lot of hard things. one time i did a vipassana meditation retreat. i didn’t eat for three days, i didn’t speak for ten. i didn’t make eye contact with anyone. i was locked in a dark room for hours. everything intensified. i died and was reborn every day. time slowed down until it stopped. i recognized vivacity. i gained telepathy. i missed everyone terribly. it was a great experience, beyond words
3. Is there someone you would like to meet if you could bring anyone back from
the dead? yes… elliott smith… i would have liked to have changed his mind about things
4. What are your parents’ names? urian and cathy
5. Tell me about your last dream? i dreamt about lucas and he was talking to me. then in real life he was kissing me and it was four am and he was saying Alexis alexis!
6. Do you listen to the radio? rarely… tupac station 101.1
7. What is your most embarrassing moment? when people call me out on my eating disorder, i really don’t like that. i wish i didn’t have one
8. Do you have a favorite myth? the little prince?
9. What were you scared of as a child? gremlins coming out of the toilet and biting my ass off, the fan coming down on my head, people in animal costumes, my mother killingme
10. Do you know your neighbors? yes I LOVE MY NEIGHBORS. one is danner and carson, one is this drunk boy named david, one is tataynga, and the others are the seva tea house commune!!